NOT ANYMORE

TOO MUCH HEARTACHE PAIN N LIES. WILL BE STARTING NEW BLOG N TRANSFERING PICS ETC. HOWEVER U CAN POST HERE N I LL CHECK IT. LATER. GOD BLESS+ LINDA COOLLADYONE

really sad

WELL, LAST NIGHT RETURNED HOME. WENT TO ST LOUIS MO AS MOM SAID SHE NEEDED OUR HELP CAUSE OF MY SELFISH DRUG ADDIC ALCIE BRO WILLIE.
HAD EVEN CALLED MY SWEET UNCLE BOBBY BOUT IT.
BUT WE GOT THERE N SHE HAS TO MENTALLY KILL ME SAYING SHES GIVEN UP.
NATURALY WILLIE SHOWED HIS IGNORANCE WORSE THAN EVER.
WENT N SAW TAMMY N GRANDSONS WHICH WAS NICE, BUT NOT NICE KNOWING ITS MY SONS FAULT [ ACT. SON N DAUGHTER] TOMMY N DOROTHY THAT THEY RE GONE.
SO MUCH PAIN.
IF NOT FOR FACT HAVE MY DREW N ZAK N DALLAS N OTHER GRANDKIDS LOVE ID REALLY NOT GET THRU THIS.
KEVS TRYING BUT JUST DONT UNDERSTAND AT ALL N WAY LATE N NOT COMPLETE.
DONT WANNA GET INTO IT.
MISS YOU SIS [HOPE]
OK ALL BSAFE N LOVE YA
GOD BLESS+ LINDA

HAVE JOY N HOPE NOW

AFTER ALL THESE YEARS, FINALY HAVE MY EXTREMELY PRECIOUS GRANDKIDS IN MY LIFE. ZAK, DREW, DALLAS, INEZ, N MEGHAN ALL WRITE ME THRU MY SPACE N GIVE ME HAPPY TEARS EACH DAY, LOVE THEM SOOO MUCH. STILL TRYING TO GET MY MIND RIGHT W/ MYSELF OVER ALOT OF STRESSFUL STUFF. KEVS A GOOD GUY N HUBBY, BUT GOTTA FIGURE THIS OUT MYSELF, GOTTA GET PAST ALL THE PAIN.
EXTREMELY WORRIED BOUT MY MOM, BUT WILLIES HER PET EVEN THO HE ABUSES HER. MISS THE MINISTRY, ESP. YOUTH MINISTRY, BUT NOT READY. CRAZY TO TRY TO FIND YOURSELF AT ALMOST 60 BUT YEAH, N STILL HAVE TO FORGIVE MYSELF SOMEWHAT. REALY RELIEVED KEVS RETARDED DAD N NIECE ETC. ARE OUT OF OUR LIVES. ITS HARD ENOUGH GETTN THRU THIS HELL LIFE N TROUBLES W/O THEIR SELFISH N MEAN A BS. PRAYFULLY SOON THINGS WILL IMPROVE. AT LEAST IM BETTER W/ GK IN MY LIFE NOW. DOROTHY TOOK OFF W/ JOE N SHYANN TO OK. SO THATS SAD. J S CUT DILLION OFF FROM FAMILY, SAD ALSO. BUT HANGIN N TRUSTING IN GOD. PEACE N LOVE TO ALL, LINDA

REALY UNHAPPY N SAD

MY LIFE IS NOT A HAPPY ONE.
LOVE MY SWEET ANIMAL BABIES N THEY ARE VERY SPECIAL TO ME.
APPRECIATE LOVE N CARING FROM MY MOM N SISTERS N UNCLE BOB.
JUST DONT FEEL GOOD ABOUT MYSELY, MY LIFE, MY MARRIAGE.
REALLY BADLY HURT N TOTALY FED UP!

I REALLY LOVE MY WIFE!!!

LINDA AND I HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR OVER 1 YEAR NOW AND ON AUGUST 2 WILL BE A YEAR OF MARRIAGE. I LOVE HER MORE & MORE AS EACH DAY GOES BY. WE HAVE OUR UPS & DOWNS AND FINANCES AREN'T TOO GOOD BUT THAT WILL STRAIGHTEN OUT. SHE IS A TERIFFIC WIFE & A GOOD MOM AND GRANDMA. SHE CARES ABOUT FAMILY AS I DO. SHE ALSO CARES ABOUT NATURE AS MUCH AS I DO. SHE IS A WONDERFUL LADY AND I'M EXTREMELY HAPPY TO BE HER HUSBAND. I LOVE YOU SWEETIE. LOVE YOUR HUBBY

FOR OUR SON JOHNATHAN

WELL, TODAY IS JOHNATHAN'S BIRTHDAY. TODAY HE IS 23 AND IS DOING QUITE WELL AND ACHIEVING ALOT OF WHAT HE WANTS. WE ARE QUITE PROUD OF HIM. HE GOT MARRIED LAST DECEMBER, JOINED THE ARMY, AND JUST COMPLETED THE SPECIAL TRAINING FOR WHAT HE WANTED TO DO IN THE ARMY. WE REALLY LOVE TO WELCOME HEATHER, HIS NEWLY WIFE TO THE FAMILY. JOHNATHAN PLEASE BE CAREFUL WE LOVE YOU. MOM AND DAD

SICK OF LIFE WAY IT IS

AM SICK OF ACTING LIKE LIFES OK LAST YEAR WHEN ITS BEEN TOTAL HELL N GETTN WORSE. AM TOTALY LOST, SAD, N UNHAPPY. DONT SEE ANY HAPPY FUTURE FOR SURE, LINDA