really sad

WELL, LAST NIGHT RETURNED HOME. WENT TO ST LOUIS MO AS MOM SAID SHE NEEDED OUR HELP CAUSE OF MY SELFISH DRUG ADDIC ALCIE BRO WILLIE.
HAD EVEN CALLED MY SWEET UNCLE BOBBY BOUT IT.
BUT WE GOT THERE N SHE HAS TO MENTALLY KILL ME SAYING SHES GIVEN UP.
NATURALY WILLIE SHOWED HIS IGNORANCE WORSE THAN EVER.
WENT N SAW TAMMY N GRANDSONS WHICH WAS NICE, BUT NOT NICE KNOWING ITS MY SONS FAULT [ ACT. SON N DAUGHTER] TOMMY N DOROTHY THAT THEY RE GONE.
SO MUCH PAIN.
IF NOT FOR FACT HAVE MY DREW N ZAK N DALLAS N OTHER GRANDKIDS LOVE ID REALLY NOT GET THRU THIS.
KEVS TRYING BUT JUST DONT UNDERSTAND AT ALL N WAY LATE N NOT COMPLETE.
DONT WANNA GET INTO IT.
MISS YOU SIS [HOPE]
OK ALL BSAFE N LOVE YA
GOD BLESS+ LINDA